Beauty and Madness

first of all, i'd like to thank my girlfriends, evy, sheggz and jacqui for keeping me company while arnold is away. next week ulit ah. *wink* thank you for keeping me sane and giving me a week of better days.


short message for evy:

sis, i hope you're not thinking that i despise you or something. the truth of the matter is, we love you and we want the best for you, most espcially with your love affairs. i know your affairs are the least of our concerns, but we don't want to you get hurt. we're also not saying that your current boyfriend, imaginary or not, is not good for you. what is not good is how you eagerly look forward to his promises. i was kind of glad hearing you say this morning that your doors are open for opportunities in love and you want to be sure and screen first your prospects. at least now, i know that you're making a smart decision. sis, it is difficult and painful to let go of the things that we love the most, what more the people that we've loved and cared for quite some time. but even if it is hard, we need to be strong, and pray for guidance that you are making the right decision. we want you to be happy. but how can you be happy, if you keep ignoring the obvious signs? think about it, baka lang hindi pa sya. mahirap na mag-establish ulit nang panibagong relationship, alam ko rin yon, pero if the person is worth it, i'm sure, it will be an enriching experience for both of you. basta sis, i just want you to be happy, yon lang.

btw, if nasusungitan kita, my apologies. alam mo naman, you're the apple of my eye. *muah* sana wag kang matatakot na mag-stay dito sa bahay with me ah. kabisado mo naman na topak ko eh. luv u!


short message for sheggz:

as a comment posted on Four Corners of Sheggz & Pooh (22 june 2006 entry):

hey sheggz! you're always welcome sis. we are always here for you. kahit nasa kalagitnaan pa nang kasarapan ng s**... ng sleep. hehehehe.... i completely agree with you that "everything happens for a reason". there are no coincidences... lahat may purpose. sometimes, we don't understand why we are going through a lot of pain and difficulties, but this is God's way of making us stronger, this is God's way of making us realize that there is a God who will heal us of all the pain that we are feeling and who will provide for all the emptiness that we are going through. tama yon sinabi ni evy, raise all your problems to God and he will take care of everything, we just need to trust in Him. share ko syo something that a friend sent me today... "msg from God: 'If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself !! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours.'"

i know it is really difficult, whatever it is na nararamdaman mo. we all have problems, lahat tayo dumadaan sa pagsubok, it may appear na iba ang degree, but iisa lang ang hirap na dinadanas natin. wag mong iisipin na mag-isa ka lang sa problema, magkakaramay tayo, and karamay din natin si God.

i love you sis. don't give up, kaya natin to.

take care.

see you in a few days. *muah*

...if my sister is still alive, i'll be telling her the exact same message i'm telling sheggz.


short message for jacqui:

hey jacq! i know love din ang problem mo. i think you're doing the right thing. care for the person, but move on and live your life the way you want it and not around him. ayaw din kitang, ma-hurt just because of a guy. soon, you'll be walking down the aisle with the man of your dreams. don't rush. he's just around the corner.

well... no long message for you girl. pakabait ka, and wag masyadong magpaka-workaholic. take good care of your health.

luv u!


short message for maan:

miss you na sis. we will see you soon. wag masyadong magpapagod, take care of lil kuchi... hehehe.... and wag parating mang-aaway nang asawa ah. always be patient with everything, and keep your communication lines open with your hubby.

luv u!

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to my sisters, always bear with me ah, maldita talga ako at medyo may kasungitan. basta, may topak man o wala, we will always be friends, and luv ko pa rin kayo. take care. *muah*

p.s. i would also like to address a message for an old friend of mine, one of arnold and i's fave friends, my superfriend, onteng.

short message for onteng:

hey teng! how have you been? if my sister hasn't passed away, hindi pa tayo magkikita. reminder po, i think you still owe arnold and i a dinner. hahahaha.... anyhow, it's a dinner that anna and i had talked about a loooooong time ago. i think that was sometime in january pa, after our wedding. maybe we may try the one that cynch frequents, Taste of LA. curious ako eh... anyhow, magpakabait ka parati, take care of anna (wag mong aabusuhin ang kabaitan... hehehe...), take care of nanay and tatay. speaking of tatay, wag mong aawayin parati, habaan mo ang pisi mo, he's getting old and nagiging sensitive na pag ganyan. tigilan mo na rin pakikipaglandian kay tita **j, baka ma-typecast ka na nyan. hehehehe.... sympre, concern din ako syo. *wink* pakita ka naman nang madalas sa amin, miss ka na namin noh. miss ko na yon nang-ookray lang tayo sa gradschool, yon ice cream moments natin before tayo umuwi from class, yon barya-baryang pambayad natid sa pay parking hahahaha... (btw, maganda na daw ang improvement nang pay parking ngayon, may qsr's na daw like mcdo and kfc), yon get-up mong sporty (complete with the shoebag and the badminton racket) when attending class, at yon mga kwentuhan natin sa last row nang classroom habang may reporting sa class ni cabangski. hehehehe..... at sympre, miss ko rin ang mga kikay talks natin, at lantarang and to-your-face na panlalait. miss na kita dude! pag punta mo pala dito sa bahay, dala ka nang madaming food ah. parang trip ko ata kfc, yon bucket ah. heheheh... take care. *hugs*